Pt.2

I am ready to serve. This little 6 month block is just so. Aggravating. Every day I wake up and just feel so purposeless. I am so ready to leave. Everyone else is leaving. Missions. School. In the mean time I'm just sitting here. Waiting. Not enough time for me to really get a good year down in school, not enough time for me to really have any serious commitments. It's just so hard. I am so ready to take the next step into my life. And it's so hard to watch everyone move to Utah where I wish I was, where I could be. It's just so hard.